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Kiwi Madcat

by Memory Mines

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1.
Further Now 06:16
alone on the road 
I wish was less traveled
 too narrow to have someone to hold 
it’s been 9 long years 
since I’ve felt loving lips
 or slow dancing hips 
the broken thoughts just skip 
and skip and skip further now
 always, further now I think I’ll know it’s you 
when I first make you smile
 you’ll hang around a while with me
 before you have to go 
you’ll look deep in my eyes 
laces will intertwine 
heartbeats will finally align further now
 always, further now everyday I lose more time with you 
they say, “You’re young boy.” (they say, "You're young girl.") 
well, I wanna be young with you
2.
come on, tell me it’ll be alright 
so I can cry, ‘cause I don’t believe you 
come on, tell me that you’ll stay 
so I can cry, ‘cause I don’t believe you come on, tell me that you’ve been savin’ up 
for a trip for us, I don’t believe you
 come on, tell me you can see my heart 
when you look into my eyes, I don’t believe you you look away when I say, “I love you.” 
you turn away when I come home to see you 
I don’t believe you come on back to me
3.
Viganella 04:00
brother bed, I ain’t comin’ home tonight 
I’m on a high, runnin’ in the moonlight 
right where I belong 
alone in broken thought brother bed, I ain’t comin’ home tonight 
all my friends are fast asleep 
and I am still awake
 alone in my heartache in the dead of night 
I feel more alive
 with my tired eyes 
I can see the light 
reflected and easier to bear all my friends are fast asleep 
dreamin’ dreams that I can’t keep 
in my hands, my slippery hands 
lose my grip on every chance 
on every dance I’m right where I belong 
alone in broken thought
4.
Hold Out 03:50
heart lost in the shuffle of the cards 
I missed the flush, just wanted a pair
 someone to hold, someone to care
 someone to dare me to stop this I’m holdin’ out now 
just waitin’ around 
feels just like I’m missin’ out on you let down in the hustle of the love
 she didn’t feel, I didn’t heal 
for years and years
 from fears and fears 
brings me back here
 starin’ at the pile I’m holdin’ out now 
just waitin’ around 
feels just like I’m missin’ out on you beggin’ again, I can’t let her in 
missin’ again, I can’t let her in 
let her in 
“Let her in!”
5.
late at night, I can’t sleep 
fallin’ into fantasy 
SNL on PS3, Diet Coke bubbling 
nowhere left in my head 
coherent thoughts have gone to bed
 watchin’ Abby Elliott
 standin’ in the back of the pack on the phone, speech bubbles Kiwi Madcat just won’t go
 sayin’ things that she sees
 anything and everything 
I am lost in my head
 all the things I should have said
 when I saw Abby Ellliott 
across the street in my dream last night what’s wrong with Kiwi Madcat anyway?
 what’s wrong with me
 when Abby Elliott is across the street 
in my dream last night?
6.
Written by Jake Newbold of Super Ghost am I just lonely or just how boring am I? 
leave on those colors, babe 
they make the room bright ‘cause it gets harder to explain 
and I have seen better days in my life mermaid in the sand
 why are you on land? 
don’t you belong in the see 
as far away from me? 
mermaid in the sand 
you’re with another man 
and he’s not me ‘cause it gets harder to explain and I have seen better days in my life all my friends 
are gone all summer
 and we’re gonna go surfin'
7.
does anybody here know 
where I should go tonight? 
I wanna go to sleep but
 the timing isn’t right 
does anybody know
 where I should go tonight? my head is full of thoughts
 that I don’t want anymore 
I need to hang with friends
 that can open up that door
 and push all of them out
 before I scream and shout 
and lose my voice again does anybody know? 
does anybody know
 where I should go tonight? well everybody’s busy
 doin’ other stuff
 sometimes I wish that phone calls
 would always be enough
 sometimes you’re just the one
 gets left out of the fun
 nobody meant to break
 your little heart I think about a bullet 
plowin’ through my skull 
I think about a girlfriend 
that I will get to know 
I think about the people 
that say that I’m a fool 
I wonder if they have the 
exact same thoughts as me 
and then I go to sleep
 and have forgetful dreams 
and wake up feelin’ hopeful in the morning
8.
turned ‘round again 
I didn’t know 
you were talkin’ to the back 
of my head
 you speak so loud 
I didn’t know I was walkin’ away 
from the way you make everything I love
 so dull and gray burned out again 
with nothin’ to show 
let that gust of wind 
come in full
 tear me limb from limb 
every part separates 
just a cloud of smoke now
 I am dull and gray I want something better
 not another word from you don’t understand I 
 don’t want any part of 
it is always crumbling 
hope is always hanging 
onward, I must go where 
love is more than words and fantasies 
dull and gray fantasies 
not for me
9.
every day I lose more time with you 
they say, “You’re young boy.”
 (they say, "You're young girl.") well, I wanna be young with you
 young with you

credits

released September 30, 2016

Written and recorded randomly from 2014-2016.

Album artwork by Cruise Curtis Photography
Mixed by Chris Atkins
Mastered by Cody Bailey at Bailey Recording

All music, recording, lyrics, and vocals by Chris Atkins except the following:

Jake Newbold - Track 6 (lyrics, songwriting), Track 2 (drums)

Michael Childers - Track 1 (electric guitar)

Cody Anderson - Tracks 4 and 5 (recording), Track 4 (electronic music)

Kayla Fowler - Tracks 1, 2, 4, 5, and 9 (backing vocals)

Danny Sabra - Tracks 4, 5, and 7 (strings)

Sara Thomsen - Track 7 (piano)

Obadiah Maina - Track 2 (electric guitar left speaker), Track 9 (electric guitar)

Jon Banker - Track 2 (bass and composition help), Track 9 (bass)

Cody Bailey - Track 2 (recording and mixing)

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